tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6139723698377474167.post6568700067277831707..comments2023-09-10T06:43:04.538-07:00Comments on Angee Bee's: Coping with DeathAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10815159928551230634noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6139723698377474167.post-12552609556559698662013-03-10T04:31:57.348-07:002013-03-10T04:31:57.348-07:00. I could not fall asleep without thinking of him .... I could not fall asleep without thinking of him and the why and how and did he feel it or not feel it. Did he just give up and lay there. I dont see dad doing that though. Dad would have fought or ran and then I see fear in dads eyes if he was awake. Then I think well is he in happier place looking down on us and making sure that we will be ok later. Dad you had a great smile and I know deep down inside you cared and you loved us still. Lol i remember when you built that extended room for me and daniel because you hated to see me and daniel sleep in the living room. When you would go and work harder to throw trucks so we can be in a bigger house on fairmount and 2nd... when you taught me how to pitch in the front yard when I started baseball. God I loved you dad I just wish I showed it more. I regret alot. I love you dad I love you mom I love you Angela, julie, daniel and rachel and the rest of our family. Angela reading what you wrote helped a lil bit more. R.I.P. Dad.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com